I’ve had my lunch of chicken soup with chunks of mushroom, chicken breast and vegetables in it… but fact is, if I had carried my card, I would probably have gone out to look for something more ‘exciting’ (i.e A quarter chicken, pie, sausage roll)
It is when i feel like this that the binge monster comes to life. I have an ’empty’ stomach feeling, meaning, I could eat a whole pizza, or even a whole pack of pack of sausages, even though I had lunch 15 minutes ago.
I fear for this evening when I get home. I don’t know how I’m going to control myself. My sister might be going out tonight, which means there will be no one to give me funny looks when I decide to roast the whole pack of 10 spring rolls this evening, to be had with God knows what else.
At least I didn’t carry my card, so I won’t be able to pass through the shops.
I do, however, have enough money for a kit-kat. I had one yesterday 😦 And the way I feel, I might go and have another one.
I had another great gym session today, and I’m planning on going to the gym tomorrow as well… making it 3 gym sessions this week
Hayi, fact is, this is not easy. All I want is to see my 90.70kg drop to an 88kg and I would have achieved part 1 of my weight loss.
I was hoping to have lost at MOST 5kgs by now, since joining the gym in April. But, nope, I have gained about 1kg instead… I have lost absolutely nothing.
Well, I am not giving up, that’s for sure. I know I am capable of losing the weight. I was once at 89kg and in 2 months, I had dropped 5kg… and this was between November 2012 and January 2013….last year-ish.
The struggle continues!